So I took a loooong break from even trying to get fit or lose weight. I suppose it was bad timing to try to start with the new year, as I was immediately put under a lot of stress with school and trying to find a new place to live. Sometimes I just know when to claim defeat and start again when the timing is better. I know myself well enough that if I had tried to put that on my already fully plate then I would've beat myself up every day for failing. Instead, I put it on a temporary hold. I just made sure I didn't gain but hovered at about 235 or so.
So here I am, done with school for the summer, moved into my new place, and feeling really good about life. I have space in my new home to exercise and my stress levels are at an all time low. I don't find myself in the cupboards looking for solace or stress relief in my snacks anymore. I am also more active now that some of the financial pressure on me has been lifted.
So the time to start again is now! I've already begun to lose without having added regular exercise. I just hit 229 (technically 228.6)! Woo hoo!! Haven't seen that number in... 2 years. *happy dance* The best thing about this journey is that even if you 'fail' for a while, you can keep starting over and over until you reach your goal. Heck, I failed at quitting smoking over and over for many years but I finally did it over four years ago. So I know I can do this!!
I'm going to see if starting the Couch to 5K program will be possible, but not sure if it's feasible without a treadmill and no sitter for the preschooler here at home. A gym is too pricey right now & when the boy starts school in September I'll have 3 hours to work out every day. I guess for now there's always cable On Demand exercise shows or my Jillian 30-Day Shred DVD I put somewhere...
I feel good, and I feel motivated!