So this weekend I'm going to see family, my son is going to burn off more calories than he takes in, and I'm going to take in more than I burn off. Somehow I'm going to get some walking in there somewhere. It's getting cold and I really, really wish I could afford the gym right now. Since I'm self-employed, I hope and pray my contracts pay me on time. This month it didn't happen like that and my reserve is already running low from moving and not going to school this year. It's just a big struggle to get back on track to where I'm feeling comfortable with my life and my schedule. Oh, the guilt. This sucks and it doesn't help me get skinny.
Here's the stress showing - the spice candies I don't like that much just went into my mouth. Five of them. Ugh. Now I'm going to go rummage for something, and I don't know what yet. Something. I hate stressing about money because it leads to eating things I don't really want to eat. If I ignore it, I will be back up in 5 minutes rummaging again. Ridiculous.
Boy, I hope I get to the fitness part of this blog soon because this really doesn't speak well for my progress on losing pounds at all.